Saturday, June 20, 2009

Cracking an egg

For the last 10 years, I have been a diligent vegan. I almost wrote something about following a very strict vegan diet. That doesn't sound right somehow, as it sounds as if I was depriving myself and following someone else's dictates. It was a choice that I made in college as I learned about the industrial machine that produces meat and milk products. I have memories as a child requesting steak on my birthday and drank a ton of milk as I was growing up. I religiously ordered milk when we went out to eat as a family and when the team went out after a game during high school sports. My college roommates likely have memories of my getting a glass or 2 of milk with dinner and dunking rolls in the milk. So, it wasn't like I grew up on a similar diet to the one I adopted after leaving home. I also have a memory sometime during my senior year of high school in which I was having a very difficult time cleaning and preparing some store-bought chicken for dinner. Either my mother thought to herself or said out loud that she thought I'd become a vegetarian at some point.

During these years I didn't buy or wear wool or leather, use honey, eat anything that I knew had been prepared with animal products. I was part of a animal rights club in college. I was very committed to this way of life. And, I think I was healthy. The only thing that I noticed was that my hair thinned out some, not noticeable since it is still thick. I can think of only a handful of times that I inadvertently, or in one instance, under full consciousness (we went as a family to Blake Island and had salmon as part of the meal, of which I agreed to eat a little), consumed meat.

Last summer I attended a wedding reception at a French restaurant. One meal option was kindly and thoughtfully (!) vegan. The desserts were certainly not. Nevertheless I decided to partake. Oh my. That was the day I fell in love with creme brulee.

For awhile, my only excursion into the non-vegan world was an occasional creme brulee, of which all of our favorite local restaurants seem to have on their menu.

Then, I finally picked up a book that I had purchased at Powell's last summer called Nourishing Traditions: The cookbook that challenges politically correct nutrition and the diet dictocrats. I felt like I had seen the book around here and there for awhile, finally bought a copy and had it sit for nearly a year before really being read. The book talks about traditional, native diets and how they differ from what people currently eat. And, how what we are told to eat has differed from what people ate for millenia. The author discusses how grains eaten without soaking contain phytates that bind up calcium and other nutrients, which actually depletes the body of nutrients rather than adding anything to the body. She also claims that unfermented soy products do the same thing. The authors are large proponents of raw milk from grass-fed cows of traditional breeds. They also discuss how people in this country are deficient in omega-3 fatty acids since nearly all vegetable oils are high in omega-6 fatty acids. Anyhow, I could go on, but I'll stop since this is all ramblings and book regurgitations.

In addition, I went to the library the other day and came up on a book called Real Food by Nina Planck. It is more of the same with a little different take and little less militancy on the foods that one should eat.

The books discuss a so-called fertility diet of what foods those wishing to conceive should be eating as well.

So, reading all of this lately has had an impact. In addition, I'm living with someone who isn't vegan/vegetarian although he is very supportive and mainly eats a vegetarian diet with cheese a few times a week and meat probably once a week.

A few weeks ago I wanted to buy some eggs from the farmer's market but was on call. This meant the I was working at the start of the market when one needs to get there to buy eggs since people only have a few dozen eggs to sell. He didn't buy any. We stopped at our local health food store and I bought a dozen from a local farm. anyhow, I wasn't feeling much support for this decision to buy and eat eggs. We finally talked about it, and I guess he was feeling a little guilty for having a "negative" impact on my eating habits and that being vegan has been such a large part of my identity for the decade.

Recently I visited a local dairy that sells raw milk from grass-fed cows. I must say that it is pretty good. Once I get something to incubate the milk in, I'm going to start making yogurt.

It feels good to be able to buy "protein" from sources locally, rather than buying soy milk and tofu produced who knows where. And, from the reading lately, these are seeming less and less like the healthy options I had previously thought.

This is a dietary change still in progress and an identity that is shifting slightly.

Saturday, June 13, 2009

happiness and sadness

Overall it has been a lovely day.

Started with an on-call night with no calls.

Sat in the living room this morning after breakfast, reading and talking about Ireland.

Went to the farmer's market, which is one of my favorite activities of the week. Here is a picture of our market basket back in March.

Came home for lunch. More time looking out the back door with a view of trees and blue sky. Harper has discovered birds, complete with the cat bird chatter and bird stalking activities. Normally he is very skidish cat outside. Today it has been us asking, "where's Harper?" Only to discover that he is on the opposite side of the small back yard, staring at birds.

Drove to Sequim for a 2 hour conference on concussions. It was mainly geared for parents and coaches but I found it useful as well. We have had several high school athletes with severe concussions in the last several months. There is a new state law that requires an athlete not to re-enter the game the same day as a concussion, requiring a doctor's note to return to play. There is something called a second-impact syndrome, in which someone with a concussion without full resolution of symptoms, gets re-concussed can develop severe, life-threatening traumatic brain injury.

Came home. Checked email for a rhubarb pie recipe and discover an email from my father announcing that my grandfather had died this afternoon. He was diagnosed with a frontal meningioma (benign brain tumor located behind the forehead) last March. He was "given" 6 months to live back then. Lived most of the last 15 months in my aunt's house. No one could put him in a nursing home. He gradually began sleeping more and eating less and was put in hospice about a week ago. He was 92. (As an interesting aside, he was born 5 days later than Daniel Shorr, senior new analyst for NPR.) I don't have a better digital picture of him when he was healthy. This is a picture from last July with his children (biological and ex-step). My dad has been up to Bothell twice this week to see him. I'm sad to lose a grandfather but sadder for my dad losing his father. My dad's mother died of breast cancer when my dad was 13. They haven't decided on a funeral yet.


After discovering that news, I found the rhubard pie recipe I was looking for. We had an excellent dinner tonight, mushroom ravioli from the farmer's market (yes, it had cheese, more on that later), arugula salad with the arugula from one of Mike's co-worker's gardens, and rhubarb pie (yes, this had eggs, again more on that later). Here's a picture of the pie. It was an excellent dinner.


Overall a day filled with happiness with a little sadness around the edges.

Monday, June 8, 2009

illuminated from within

I went to Port Townsend on my day off last week. Even if I don't get to live in PT, I am only an hour away and can get there easily when I need to escape for a few hours. I went on a 2 hour walk from town to Fort Warden along the beach then back along the road. Here are some flower pictures from along the way. The irises look like there is a light shining from underneath the flower. I think they are one of the most amazing flowers in their intricacy.






more eagles

I was working in Sequim today, and rather than going for a walk at lunchtime, I felt like going for a drive and listening to music. I haven't explored the northern side of Sequim much, near the straight. So, the drive was meandering in that general direction. I came upon a spit of land that sits just south of the Dungeness spit, which allowed a brief time onto the beach and a smell of salty, sea air.

Coming up from the spit, I saw 2 eagles perched at the top of a tree, serenely sitting, looking toward the water. These are the 7th eagles I have seen in the last week-and-a-half, prompting a look at eagle symbolism. It seems that most cultures are intrigued by them as I have been by the recent sightings.